Yes, this era is constantly chasing you, and you and I are afraid of being abandoned by this era.
The dark night is always thought-provoking, reminding people and events of the past. Only at this time, will I feel that I, who is in the year of my life, have graduated for three years, but have nothing.
Three years after graduation, the beginning of the clue is seen, and five years of graduation have seen the difference.
Although this sentence does not stand up to scrutiny, but every time I think of it, I am filled with emotion. I remember that in the three years since I graduated, I have changed jobs 6 times since my internship, and I have changed industries several times. Now I have finally settled in the new media industry.
And this "falling foot" also ended up being unsettled and unsettled.
The story of these three years starts with the internship:
Graduation internship, I only did it for a month
In the spring of 2015, the weather in the north was still exceptionally cold, and my internship started at this time. In the garden major, boys basically go to the Latest Mailing Database construction site. I thought I was fully prepared. After all, I had used the summer vacation during the university to get enough exercise, and sometimes even a little complacent.
However, the reality often contradicts the ideal. The dilemma of the construction site is unforgettable to this day.
In the cold wind, he drives a tricycle, which is common in the countryside, and urges workers to water and dig holes. After get off work, he guards the construction site, cooks by himself, and is alone in the wilderness, accompanied by only Ah Huang (the janitor's puppy) . This kind of work is completely different from what I originally imagined.
After a month, I found an excuse to resign resolutely. And the Ah Huang, who had been with me for a month, chased me all the way when I left.
In the past few months before I returned to school for defense, I went to get my driver's license, and then I found a job in graphic design. For an intern who only knows the PS interface and has no practical experience, the company can I am lucky. But after a few days of good times, I was transferred to the sales department. At first, I was full of confidence. It was not until I went out to run the business that I realized how hard it was to run the business, and I couldn’t help but relax.
And this job also came to an end with the return to school defense. It was not until the end of the defense and a hangover with my classmates and friends that I felt that I really wanted to step into society.
And the story of the career also begins at this moment.
My first job after graduation was the longest job I've ever had during my career.
Finding a job in a fourth-tier city is not an easy task, and I believe those who have lived in a small city should know that. Luckily or not, I went to a newly established company, the beauty industry, as a store operator. In fact, there are not many people in the company, let alone the scale. Here, there is no master to lead you.
The operation work I am responsible for is only to help the store plan some promotions, customer acquisition, customer data collection and other work. However, the only good thing here is that I got in touch with the WeChat public account and started to operate the company's service account, although it was not very good. But now it seems that the work at that time was fulfilling, and I learned a lot and gained a lot. It also laid the foundation for me to enter the government and come to Beijing in the future.
This job, after a year and a half, is the second half of 16 years. Left for some unreasonable reasons.
He was alone in Inner Mongolia for three months, and returned to his hometown in embarrassment.
From my hometown to Chifeng, Inner Mongolia, I need to take a five-hour high-speed train to Beijing, then a two-hour subway ride to Wangjing, and a five-hour black car ride to Chifeng. In the middle of the hurry, I did not rest or eat. This is also the longest "migration" in my life. After a 13-hour journey, it was already eight o'clock in the night when we reached Chifeng.
It was winter at that time, and the road was sparsely populated. In addition, the winter wind in Inner Mongolia was very bitter, and the wind seemed to hit the face. Pulling the suitcase and walking down the street, I inevitably feel a sense of loss in my heart. What's even sadder is that the leader who made an appointment to pick me up (also my superior after me) didn't pick me up in the future.
Since then, I have vaguely felt that this trip to Inner Mongolia will be aborted.
This feeling was intensified when I went to a hotel that night and stayed for two days. The manager in charge of me repeatedly missed the appointment, which made my previous feeling stronger and stronger, and this may happen at any time. In the three months that followed, this feeling was confirmed. In Inner Mongolia, my industry is still the beauty industry, and my position is a regional market specialist, responsible for market development in Inner Mongolia.
During this period, this leader did not help me in my life and work, which made me very disappointed. The market has not been able to advance, and the income has not reached the previous agreement, which is almost half of it. "As soon as it comes, let it go" doesn't work for me.
In the spring of 2017, I went to Inner Mongolia, packed my luggage in the rental house, and returned to my hometown. Shortly after I left, the leader who was in charge of me also resigned, because the market's advancement was almost zero.
I went to a business unit and worked as a temporary worker for half a year
Coincidentally, a friend who worked with me once in my hometown introduced me to a local government unit. Because I had done a WeChat public account before, I was quite popular with the leaders. During this period, he was responsible for the operation of the official website and the editing of daily official documents. But due to status restrictions, the sorrow of temporary workers will not be described in detail here. To put it bluntly, after all, you are not admitted.
In half a year, I feel that the result of this is that I can't earn money, I can't pass the test, and it will delay all the possibilities of life.
This profession, which is glamorous in the eyes of outsiders, is not worth mentioning in my opinion. Simply be ruthless, it is better to go outside. In this way, before the National Day, I came to Beijing and became a northern drifter.
When I first arrived, I knew it was not easy to drift north. If I had known in advance that it would be so difficult after coming to Beijing, I think I would never have come to Beijing when I was still in my hometown.
I was really embarrassed to open my mouth with a college degree in Beijing. When I changed jobs later, I found out that I couldn’t get into the B round company with a college degree. Maybe sometimes I couldn’t get into the A round. Maybe, I can only go to a company with a scale of 30-50 people. company or start-up company. (personal experience is different, maybe not)